The clouds are lifting The shadows disappearing The sun is beginning to shine The day growing clearer My spirits are lifting A smile beginning to show My face brightens To know that people Really do care to them I owe my life If it were not for the people I love I believe I would not have made it Although there were days When things were often tough Thinking of you made it seem so much better So to you my friends I give you the one thing I can give My life....because without you I would not be here
As I sit here wondering Why god has made my life hell Why must he torture me like this Sometimes I wish I were invisible I wonder what life would be like If I was not around I don't think that anyone would care They would have their lives back They would be happy No more fighting No more screaming My friends? What friends? I lost them a long time ago No one cares anymore No one really understands No one sees what's going on No one really knows I guess there is no life Out there for me to live I guess I'll see everyone Someday
Someone please hurry I think I am going insane I see a girl lying on the street Her breath is ragged Her pulse is weak I think she may be dying I hear her faint whisper As if she is trying to pray Her body resembles a skeleton Her bones visible even in the dark She was going for a walk But she knew she'd never make it Falling limp to the ground Oh why won't someone help her I wonder who she could be Wait she looks familiar Oh no...that girl is me
I don't know why I feel this way My life feels like it's spinning out of control I'm digging myself deeper into this black hole I feel empty and dark My heart aches I've hurt so many people with my words I want to bury myself under the covers of my bed And cry until my eyes are dry and burning Life seems so worthless When there is no one in the world Who loves you or cares what you do There are times when I wish I were the only person living Or I was gone and the world went on without me
Her smile so bright It lights up the room Her eyes so big Bright and curious Her laugh so contagious You just have to smile Her heart so large She has love to share For everyone and everything But that's all you see No one's ever there When she is alone She cuts herself To feel pain She starves herself To feel thin She cries at night To feel guilt But no one ever sees this They only see That perfect girl That girl she was taught to be
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